Chapter II: Part 2
"It isn't the thing you do, dear,
It's the thing you leave undone,
Which gives you a bit of heartache
At the setting of the sun--
The loving touch of the hand, dear,
The gentle and winsome tone,
That you had no time nor thought for,
With troubles enough of your own."
Such a troubled night poor little Poppet had. Twice she woke up with a stifled scream, and lay awake afterwards hot and trembling in the dark. The third time she slept, she dreamed Bunty had thrown a stone at the schoolmaster's house, which was all built of glass; she heard the crashing and splintering of it as it came down in a heap, forms, blackboards, boys, and masters, all flying in different directions. Then a great voice that sounded like thunder asked if John Woolcot had done this, and all the world seemed listening for the answer. And Bunty was standing near a great red window, with a frightened look on his face, and he said, "No, I never." Then there was a loud shouting and hissing, and a dozen hands caught hold of the boy and hurried him away.
"What are they going to do with him?" some one asked of a giant who was sitting peeling a cricket-ball as if it were an orange. And the giant, who had Bully Hawkins' face, laughed, and said, "They're putting him in the guillotine; listen to that snap--his head has just fallen off; I'm going to have it for a ball because he wouldn't scout!"
The snap that woke the poor dreaming child was the banging of the bedroom door.
Nell had just come in, gone to the glass, given her hair a few pats and light touches, and hurriedly slipped on her best bronze shoes,--it was nine o'clock, and some late visitors had come--men with gold buttons.
"Oh-h-h!" said the little sobbing figure, sitting up in bed. "Oh-h-h--oh-h--oh, _Nellie_!"
"Don't be silly, Poppet; go to sleep at once,"--the elder sister gave her a hasty pat. "Lie down, and don't be naughty; you've been eating apples again late, I expect, and it's made you dream,--there, I must go."
The child clung to her.
"Bunty!" she said,--"is he dead? did they take his head?--oh, Bunty!"
"You silly little thing, don't I tell you you've been dreaming!" Nellie laid her down impatiently and tucked the clothes round her. "There, go to sleep; I have to go down, there are visitors. I'll leave the candle if you like."
Poppet put her head under the clothes and sobbed hysterically; the little, narrow bed with its spring mattress was shaking.
"Oh!" said Nellie,--"oh dear, this _is_ tiresome! Poppet, do you want anything? Would you like a drink?--oh, I'm in such a hurry,--what is it, Poppet? What's the use of being silly, now? When a dream's gone, it's gone. Stop crying at once, or I shall be very angry, and go and leave you in the dark!"
The bed shook even more violently.
"M-M-Meg!" was the word that came with a choking sound from under the counterpane,--"oh, M-M-Meg!"
"All right, I'll send her if you'll be good,--not for a minute or two, because she's talking to some gentlemen, but as soon as I can whisper to her. Here, drink this water before I go, and stop sobbing. You're too big a girl to go on like this, Poppet."
Nellie's voice had a stern note in it,--she thought kindness would make her cry more, and there really was not time to argue with her.
Five, six, seven minutes slipped away after she had gone; then Meg came running lightly upstairs and into the room the child shared with Nellie.
"She's too excitable--I'll have to make her go to bed earlier," she thought, as she crossed over to the tossed bed. "Nightmare--poor little mite!"
But there was only a pillow and a tossed heap of clothes--the bed was empty!
"She's gone down for more light and company. How unkind of Nellie!" she said aloud, starting off in quest of her. She looked in the different bedrooms as she passed, then in the nursery, which was brightly lighted but deserted.
The boys' landing was in darkness; but at the end of it she caught a glimpse of something white outside Bunty's door.
"Poppet!" she cried, hurrying down. "Oh, Poppet, nothing on your feet, and only your nightgown!"
She picked her up in her arms, nine years old though she was.
But the child was nearly beside herself, and struggled back to the ground, beating with her small hands against the lower panels of the door.
"Bunty!" she said, "Bunty! Bunty! Can't you hear me, Bunty? Oh, Bunty!"
"John!" Meg called sharply, "answer at once!"
"What?" said Bunty's voice in its gruffest tone. "For goodness' sake leave me alone! What on earth do you want? Don't be an idiot, Poppet."
The very gruffness and crossness of the reply reassured the child--it was so unmistakably Buntyish. Her sobs grew less and less wild--she even permitted Meg to lift her up in her arms again.
"Good-night, Bunty," she said in a small voice with a pitiful hiccough at the end.
"Oh, good-night," he said.
And then Meg carried her off.
Such a tender, gentle, soothing Meg she was, even though some one was waiting impatiently in the drawing-room and the evening was almost over.
She took the child into her own room, and put her into her own bed with the pink rosebud hangings and pale pink mosquito nets that Poppet had always thought the prettiest things in the world.
And she bathed her face with lavender-water, and sprinkled the same refreshing stuff on the white, frilled pillows, and talked to her in a pleasant, matter-of-fact way that dispelled the horrors of the night entirely.
The little girl told her dream. She longed to pour all Bunty's troubles into this dear, big sister's ear! But that of course was forbidden.
One thing she did venture to say, as she lay cuddled up with her face luxuriously against Meg's soft breast.
"Dear Megsie, couldn't you be sweet and dear to Bunty too? Poor Bunty, everybody gets on to him."
"My pet, he won't let people be nice to him," said Meg in a troubled way.
"I don't mean kiss him or anything," the little girl said; "only don't call him 'John'--it's such an ugly name; and don't keep saying 'Don't!'; and don't let Nellie keep telling him he's dirty and clumsy,--please, dearest Megsie!"
Meg kissed her silently.
What a wise little child it was! What a dear little child! And oh, what a poor little child, for it had never in its life known a mother!
Her thoughts leapt back across the years to that dear, fading memory of her mother. She saw the bedroom, with the bright lights that seemed strangely painful in such a place.
"I want to see them all, John, please," the voice from the pillows had said when the Captain moved away to turn the gas down; "it can't hurt me now."
And they had gathered up close to the white pillows that gleamed with the loose, bright hair--all the little, frightened children,--herself, hardly thirteen; Pip in a sailor suit and his eyes red; little dear Judy with wild, bright eyes and trembling lips; Nellie with a headless doll clasped in her arms; Bunty in a holland pinafore stained with jam.
Nobody heeded the tiny baby that lay just in the hollow of mother's arm,--what was a baby, even one almost new to them all, when mother was dying?
But the next day, when all was over, and every one was tired of crying and feeling the world had stopped for them for ever, the strange nurse brought in the little lonely baby and gave it to Meg to nurse, because she was the eldest.
"You'll have to be its mother now, little miss," she said, as she laid it in all its long, many clothes in Meg's frightened arms.
Its mother!
The scene came vividly before Meg's eyes to-night, as she sat with the poor child close in her arms.
She bent her head in an agony of shame and sorrow.
How she had failed! how she had neglected, scolded, grown impatient with, laughed at, her little trust! Loved her, of course; but life was such a confusing, busy, quarrelling, pleasure-seeking kind of thing at Misrule, and she had forgotten so often, and been so taken up with her own affairs, that she had not had time to "be a mother" to her little sister.
"Oh, Poppet!" she said, in a voice full of passionate regret; and Poppet slipped her dear, thin little arms around her neck and clung closer, as if she almost knew what the trouble was.
But presently the child fell asleep, and Meg stayed there, motionless, on the bed edge, looking down at the small, flushed cheeks, where the black lashes lay still heavy and wet.
There was a strange look of Judy about the little face to-night, and altogether it made Meg forget the visitors downstairs, Alan, Nell's impatience, everything but the little dead mother and the knowledge that her place was not well filled. She thought of Bunty, sullen, hard, untruthful, and growing more so every day--Bunty, whose nature no one but Poppet had a key to, and even hers would not always turn.
If the little mother had lived, he would have been very different. Poor lad! perhaps he was unhappy too--he had been even more gloomy and silent than usual these last few days; she would go to him now, and try to get into his confidence by degrees.
She slipped Poppet's little warm hand out of her own and put it softly on the pillow.
"Well, this _is_ too bad of you," said Nellie, putting her head into the door. "You've no regard for appearances, really, Meg. It's an hour since you left the room, and I've been making excuses for you all the time. Why don't you come down? There's only Esther and me to entertain them all, and Alan Courtney's been looking at the photograph album for half an hour, and not spoken a word. You are too bad. Sitting here with Poppet all this time--she's asleep too. Talk about spoiling the children!"
Meg got up, her eyelashes wet, her face very sweet in its new gravity.
"I sha'n't come down again," she said in a low tone. "Tell them Poppet was not well, and I had to stay with her; indeed, I cannot come, Nellie."
Nellie glanced at her impatiently; she did not understand the strange, moved look on her sister's face--it had been unclouded and laughing an hour ago; how could she guess she had been holding hands with the dead all this little while?
Besides, her conscience reproached her about poor little Poppet, and it made her feel irritable.
"I never saw any one like you for moods, Meg," she said crossly. "A minute ago you were laughing and talking to Alan Courtney, and now you're looking like a funeral hearse; and I think it's very rude not to come down and say good-night. They asked me to sing the 'Venetian Boat Song' too, and you know I can't play my own accompaniment."
"Dear Nell, another night," Meg whispered; "and hush, you will disturb Poppet. Go down again yourself now, or Esther will be vexed. Wish them good-night for me; I have to speak to Jo--Bunty."
Nellie's face still looked vexed. She had practised her somewhat difficult song, and was ambitious to sing it since they all pressed her so.
"I can see Alan thinks it strange of you vanishing like that," she said grumblingly. "He told me to be sure to make you come down again."
Then Meg blushed--a beautiful, warm, tender blush that crept right up to the little straying curls on her forehead. They had been talking about books, she and Alan, before she came upstairs; and in a sudden fit of petulance with herself she had said she was "a stupid, ignorant thing, and would not talk to him about books again, because she knew he was laughing at her for knowing so little."
And oh! what was it his eyes had said when they flashed that one quick, eager look into hers? what was it that softly breathed "Meg" had meant?
Nellie had whispered in her ear the next second, "Poppet's crying herself nearly into a fit for you; can you go to her for a minute?"
It seemed almost a week ago now since she had gone. In some indefinable way she seemed to have grown older in that one hour, to have got away from all these things that had engrossed her before.
"Come on; why _shouldn't_ you?" Nell said persuasively, quick to take advantage of that sudden blush.
Just a moment Meg hesitated,--it would be very sweet to go down to the room again and lose this heavy-heartedness in "the delight of happy laughter, the delight of low replies."
But poor, misunderstood Bunty whom they all "got on to"--her neglected duty! Had she any right to be enjoying herself just now, any right to chase away these new feelings?
She turned away with a sudden lifting of head.
"No, I am not coming; say good-night for me."
"Stay away then," said Nellie in exasperation. So Meg went down the landing once more to the boys' end.
"Bunty," she said, knocking softly, "I want to come in; may I?"
There was an impatient grunt inside.
"What on earth do you want? Can't you give a fellow a bit of peace? What are you after now? Yes, I've put my dirty socks in the linen basket."
"It isn't that, Bunty; I only want to talk to you for a little." Meg's voice was very even and patient.
But "Blow being talked to!" was Bunty's grateful and polite reply. He was weary of sisterly "talkings."
"I'm not going to lecture you or anything like that, Bunty. I _wish_ you'd open the door. What have you fastened yourself in for?" Meg beat a little tattoo on the wood and rattled the handle.
"What a nuisance you are, Meg; why on earth can't you go away and let a fellow be quiet? I'm not going to open the door, so there." His voice sounded from the bed across the room; he had not even attempted to come near the door.
"Oh, very well," said Meg, seeing it was useless, to-night, at least, with that barrier of pine between them.
"Good-night, old fellow. I don't see why you should be so grumpy with me."
"I'll talk to him to-morrow," she said, as she went downstairs with a free heart to the drawing-room again.
But, alas! to-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow!
*CHAPTER VI*
*TO-MORROW.*
"What's done we partly may compute,
But know not what's resisted."
They did not find it out till nearly nine o'clock.
Bunty was frequently late for his breakfast, so no one remarked upon his absence this particular morning. Only Meg kept his coffee hot, and sent his chop back to the kitchen to be put in the oven--an unusual piece of consideration, for she used to say he deserved everything to be cold and greasy if he got up so late.
But Nellie, who was cutting the sandwiches as usual for his school lunch, cried out for him. "I can't find John's lunch serviette anywhere," she said, putting in a generous supply of fat beef. "I ask him every day to leave it out of his bag. What a tiresome boy he is! I won't give him another one this morning; he had one yesterday."
"Poppet, go and tell John he'll be late for school," Meg said. "Tell him it's a quarter to nine--he won't have time to eat his breakfast." Poppet departed, her own bright merry self again; the events of last night had vanished from her with her dreams.
But she came back with a half-startled face. "He's not there, Meg; his hat's gone too, and his school-bag. I 'spect he got something in the pantry and went early; perhaps there is something on at school; and--and--I think he must have made his bed himself, because--it--it's made."
She looked half pitifully, half eagerly at Meg, as if asking for a denial of her horrible suspicions. "Come and look," she said.
Meg got up and followed her; Nellie laid down the breadknife and went too,--it was beyond credence that Bunty should be up early and make his own bed. Peter and Essie brought up the rear, of course.
"It--it's very strange," Meg said, her face quite pale as she looked round the room. The bed had evidently not been slept in, for no boy could have made it look as neat as it did; it was just as Martha had left it yesterday morning. There was a suit missing--not his best one, but the one he wore alternate weeks at school--a couple of shirts too, and some socks and collars. Nellie darted to his little red post-office money-box; it had been prised open--he had lost the key long since--and was empty.
"He had two and fourpenth ha'penny in it," said Peter, "cauth I athked him one day."
"He's run away," said Nellie. "Oh, the bad, wicked boy!"
"Hush," said Meg. She feared for the effect the blow would have on Poppet, and caught the child's hand and drew her to her side.
"Run away!" repeated Poppet.
Every vestige of colour had dropped out of her face; it wore a strained, unchildlike look, and her eyes were heavy.
Meg drew her closer still and stroked her hair.
"Perhaps it's a mistake, dear. Oh, he's only gone to school, or camping, or something, and didn't tell us; there's no need to trouble," she said. But she felt terribly uneasy.
Poppet did not look up. She was thinking of the red-stained window and the kiss last night--thinking of the school troubles, and the boy's strange behaviour, and hints at worse.
There was a loud, angry voice calling from the nursery, and every one trooped back in amaze. What was the Captain doing in their own special room at breakfast-time?
Esther was there, too, with horrified eyes, and Pip with a look of fierce disgust on his face.
How red their father's face was! how his moustache bristled! Peter shrank close up behind Meg, and wondered if it was about yesterday's lessons.
"Father," Meg said, white to the lips, "what _is_ the matter? Esther, can't you speak? Oh, Pip, what is it?"
"Matter!" shouted her father; "I'm disgraced--we're all disgraced. Where is he? Heavens! I'll cut the skin off his back! Peter, get my horsewhip; he's no son of mine! I'll turn him off--I'll have him locked up. Where is he? where is the young thief? Only let me get hold of him. Bring him here at once, Pip. Where's that horsewhip, Peter?"
"He's run away, we think," Nellie said in a trembling voice; and there was a great silence for two minutes, broken only by a very deep breath from Poppet. Then Meg's voice was heard.
"What has he done?" she said, "because--because--oh, indeed, I believe we have all been misunderstanding the poor boy."
"Misunderstanding!" echoed her father, with almost a snort of anger. "Read that, miss, and don't talk nonsense!"
He passed her a letter that had just been brought him, and Meg read it and grew pale; Nellie read it and crimsoned; Poppet picked it up in her little shaking hands and looked piteously from one to the other,--that black, thick writing--oh, what was it all about?
Meg told her afterwards, for it was no use trying to put the child off, and indeed it seemed she knew more than they did.
The letter was from the head master. It stated everything that Bunty had confessed to Poppet about the broken window and glass cases, about the lie he had told when taxed with it. But then the terrible part came. On the desk five sovereigns were lying in a little heap when the master was called out of the room; it was one of the boys' fees, and the master was in the act of entering the amount in the book when he was sent for. He was detained a quarter of an hour, and when he returned the window and the glass cases were broken, and the money had gone!
Now there was no one on the top floor at all during the time, it seemed--that was the mystery that had puzzled every one. But then it came out that Hawkins, who was waiting in Mr. Burnham's own room for his caning, had seen John Woolcot come creeping down the stairs just after the crash, with a white face and the cricket-ball in his hand. Woolcot, too, when he found his lie of no avail, had confessed to the smashing, but denied having taken the money. The head master regretted having to perform such a painful duty as communicating the intelligence to his father; but there seemed no doubt that the boy had committed the theft, and under the circumstances perhaps it would be wiser if he were removed from the school.
No wonder the Captain raved and stormed! no wonder Esther and the elder girls looked pale and horrified, and Pip disgusted beyond words! He was guilty--there was no doubt of it in their minds. The fact of his running away was sufficient proof of it; and they all remembered his strange behaviour yesterday. It was in vain poor little Poppet protested again and again and again that "he didn't do it--oh, indeed he didn't do it. Yes, he had broken the glass; and yes, he had told a lie; but oh, indeed he had not stolen."
"How do you know, miss?" her father said sharply; "what proof have you that he didn't?"
"He told me he didn't," said the poor little mite. "Oh, he _said_ he didn't,--oh, why won't you believe it? Meg, I tell you he _said_ he didn't."
But even Meg could not believe, so lightly was Bunty's word held amongst them.
For the first day the Captain was too angry even to attempt to find traces of his son. He declared he would never own him again, never have him inside his doors.
But afterwards, of course, he saw this was impossible, and he put the matter in the hands of the police, gave them a full description of the lad's personal appearance, and offered a reward for finding him.
To the head master of the school he sent a curt note stating the boy had run away, so he could make no inquiries, and enclosing a cheque for five pounds to make up for what was lost. Of course the cheque was a tacit acknowledgment of his guilt.
A week slipped away without any clue being found. Then a detective brought news.
A boy answering to the written description had gone on board a vessel to San Francisco as cabin boy the very day in question. There seemed no doubt as to his identity. The Captain said it was the best thing that could have happened. It was a rough ship, and the boy would have exceedingly hard work and discipline--it might be the making of him. He sent a cable to reach the captain in America, when the boat arrived, to ask him to see the lad was brought safely back in the same capacity.
And then everything at Misrule resumed its ordinary course. Bunty was safe, though they could not hear of him or see him for four or five months; it was no use being unsettled any longer.
But Poppet made a small discovery one day. She found her little money-box empty under her own bed, with a bit of dirty paper stuck in the slit. "I'll pay you back," it said in Bunty's straggling hand; "you said you'd lend me the thirteen shillings. I have to go, Poppet; it's no good stopping here--no one believes you. Don't forget what you promised. You can have my tortoise for your own. It's in the old bucket under the house. Don't forget to feed it; it likes bits of meat as well as bread. I'd like to say good-bye, but you always cry and make a fuss, and I have to go. You're the only one worth anything anywhere. Oh, and don't forget to change its water often,--well water has more insects in than tap."
"Don't forget what you promised," repeated Nell, as she read the almost undecipherable epistle in her turn. "What did you promise, Poppet?"
"That I would believe him," the little girl said, with a sweet, steadfast look in her eyes.
*CHAPTER VII.*
*A LITTLE MAID-ERRANT.*
"There's nothing on earth half so holy
As the innocent heart of a child."
It was in the midst of morning lessons soon after at the Beltham Grammar School that an odd thing happened.
It was very hot; not a breath of wind came in at the open doors and windows--nothing but the blazing sunlight that lay in hot patches on the floor, and slowly baked blackboards and slates and desks. It was a very long room, this "Great Hall," as they called it; half-a-dozen classes were at work in it, with as many masters; and at the end, on a little, raised platform, sat Mr. Burnham in front of his desk. He was looking through the Euclid exercises of the fourth form, and his brow kept criss-crossing with lines of annoyance at any noise,--the hot, slumbrous air was quite enough to bear, without the occasional down-crashing of a pile of slates or the upsetting of a form.
Then came the loud note of the locust--the whir-r-r, and pen-inimitable sound of its wings, inside the room, not out. Who had dared to bring one of the prohibited creatures into school, after the endless penalties that had been imposed for the offence? Mr. Burnham scored a red line through one of the exercises and stood up in his place, a heavy frown on his face.
And at the same moment a very small shadow fell just inside the entrance door at the far end of the room, and a very small knock sounded there. Nobody said "Come in," though a hundred and fifty pairs of eyes went in the direction with the swiftness natural to gratitude for any break in the monotony of morning school. Then there stepped over the threshold a little, slight girl,--a little girl with a very short, holland frock, a great sun-hat, and no gloves; a little girl with a white, small face, great frightened eyes shining strangely, and soft lips very tightly closed. Up the long, long room she went, both little hands held tightly together in front of her. No one could tell from the way she walked how her poor little knees were shaking and her poor little heart was beating.
For a minute Mr. Burnham's frown did not disappear--not till he noticed how white her face was; he told himself he had never seen a child's face so white in all his life.
"What is it, little girl?" he said, and really thought he made his voice quite gentle and encouraging, though to Poppet it sounded terrible.
"I----" she said--"you----" Something rose in her throat that would not be strangled away, her face grew even whiter, and her lips, white too, twitched a little, but the words would not come.
He took her hand, the little trembling, shut, brown hand, and held it between his own.
"There is nothing to be afraid of, my child; tell me what it is you want"; he drew her closer to the desk, and sat down. He seemed less formidable in that position than towering above her--his eyes looked strangely kind; could it really be the terrible Mr. Burnham she had heard so much about? The hand he held fluttered a minute, then her lips moved again:
"Bunty didn't do it," she said in a whisper.
"Eh? what?" he said, mystified.
"He didn't do it--Bunty didn't do it--oh, indeed."
"But who is Bunty? and who are you, my little maid?" Mr. Burnham said, with a smile that lit up his thoughtful eyes.
"He's my brother," she said in a voice that had gained a little strength.
Then it struck her Bunty was not so called at school.
"His name's John Woolcot," she added, with downcast eyes; "I'm Poppet."
Then Mr. Burnham remembered everything, and his eyes grew stern as he thought of the boy there had been so much trouble with; but they softened as they fell again on the little, white, eager face.
"And his little sister is taking up his cudgels; thankless work, I'm afraid--eh?" he said quizzically.
Poppet was calm now,--the worst part of the ordeal was over, and she had actually gained the dread head master's ear; she must make the most of her time.
"Won't you believe him?" she said; "indeed he didn't do it--oh, indeed."
"What?" he asked,--"break the window--tell a lie--anything? Why, my little child, he owned to it."
"Yes," said Poppet, "he bwoke the glass, I know; and yes, he did tell one story." Her face fell after the last sentence, and a little red crept into her cheek. "But he didn't take the money--oh no, no!--oh, Bunty wouldn't be a thief--oh, not for anything and anything--oh, indeed."
The boys were staring at the little, white-faced girl at the head master's desk, though they could not hear what was being said.
"Would you like to come and talk to me privately?" Mr. Burnham said.
And "Oh-h-h!" was Poppet's only answer; but the gratitude in her eyes was so intense, he guessed a little what the ordeal had been to her.
Away down the long room she went again, only this time her hand was being held in a firm, kindly grasp.
"Oh!" she said again, when near the door a great, slouching fellow with a big head moved to help another boy with a blackboard.
"What?" said Mr. Burnham, when they were outside; he had noticed her intense interest.
"Was that Bull-dog Hawkins--the fellow that told?" she said.
He smiled somewhat; Hawkins was not a favourite of his, and the fitting name sounded odd on the little girl's lips.
"His name is Hawkins," he said; "and yes, he gave the information; but that has nothing to do with it, my child. Now, tell me what it is you have to say."
He had taken her into a little room the walls of which were lined with books; he drew up a chair for himself, and one for her, but she preferred standing against his knee.
Almost she convinced him, so great was the belief in her shining eyes, so utterly unshaken her trust. She told him everything, and he listened patiently and attentively even to the smallest detail, asking a question here and there, but for the most part letting her tell her story in her own way.
When she told of the kiss by the staircase window, she broke down a little; but he slipped his arm round her waist, and she shed her tears on his coat sleeve,--how Bunty would have stared! She showed the dirty scrap of paper, and he read it thoughtfully.
"If only he had never told a lie before," he said, "then perhaps----"
Oh, if only she could have flung back her head and said, "He has never told a lie in his life, sir; never--never!"
Shame at not being able to do so made the dear, curly head droop a little, and two more tears forced their way from under her eyelids and fell sadly down her cheek.
"I'm sure he never will again!" she said, with sorrowful hopefulness. "But, oh, sir, he couldn't be a thief! Oh, how _could_ he?"
"Well, I don't see how he could be altogether bad with such a little sister," he said slowly. "What sort of a boy is he at home? Is he good to you?"
"Oh yes," said Poppet,--"oh yes, indeed!"
And it is a fact that not a single act that disproved this came to the little girl's mind. She remembered nothing but the times he had been good to her.
"Twice I was sent to bed without tea, and he bwought me all his pudding in some newspaper," she said eagerly; "and when I had difeeria, and they wouldn't let him in, he used to climb up the creeper when no one was in the room and smile at me through the window. An' another time I was ill he sat on the mat outside the door all night; Meg found him in the morning asleep with his head on the oilcloth. An' when it was my birthday--I was nine--and he had no money, so he sold his guinea-pigs to one of the fellows--and he liked them better than anything he'd got--and he went and bought me a doll's pwambulator, 'cause Peter smashed mine with filling it with stones. Oh, and lots and lots and lots of things! He was _vewy_ good to me--oh, indeed!"
Such a flushed, little, eager face it was now--such a fluent little tongue that told of Bunty's goodness! The child's beautiful trust, affection, and courage had quite touched the head master's heart.
He took a bunch of keys from his pocket.
"You are a dear, brave, little girl, Poppet," he said. "By the way, haven't you a prettier name than that?"
"Oh, it's Winifred, of course, really," said Poppet.
"Something in a name," he said, half to himself. Then aloud:
"Well, Winifred, then, just because you have believed in your brother and done this for him, I am going to reward you in the way I know will gladden you most."
He unlocked a tin box on the table, and counted out five sovereigns, while the surprise in Poppet's eyes deepened every minute.
"Have you a purse?" he asked.
"No," she said in a very low tone. It made her feel fit to cry to think he should give her money, even such a large, beautiful amount, for doing this.
"Because I want you to give this to Captain Woolcot," he continued, "and tell him I have had reason to doubt whether John was guilty, and until I am perfectly sure it is not fair to the lad to take it."
How Poppet's eyes shone, albeit the tears were not dry! how her lips smiled and quivered! and how the glad, warm colour rushed all over her little, sweet face! Not a word of thanks she said, and he would not have had it; only she clung very tightly to his arm for a minute, and hid her face. When he saw it, he felt he had had more than thanks.
And that was not all he did. He took her back with him to the schoolroom, and walked up to the raised platform, and held her hand all the time.
"Boys," he said, in his clear, far-carrying voice, "I have reason to believe that John Woolcot is not guilty of the theft that you have all heard of. I wish you all to give him the benefit of the doubt, since he is not here to clear himself. For my part, I believe him innocent."
How the boys cheered! It was not that Bunty was a special favourite, though he had his own friends; but they felt it was expected of them, and it was another break in the monotony to be able to do so. Besides, they felt a vague pity and admiration for the little girl standing there, with such a smiling, tear-wet face.
After that Mr. Burnham took her all the way home to Misrule himself. Meg and Nellie went into the drawing-room to see him, and Poppet slipped away. He told them what the child had done, praised her high courage and simple faith. "If," he said, as he took his leave an hour later,--"if all my boys had such sisters as little Poppet is, my school would be a better place, and later, the world."
*CHAPTER VIII.*
*ONE PARTICULAR EVENING.*
"O world, as God has made it! All is beauty,
And knowing this is love, and love is duty."
It was Peter who first noticed Meg's face one particular evening. He and Poppet were doing, or making a pretence of doing, preparation for the next day, and Nellie was reading a novel in the only armchair the nursery held.
Meg came in at nine o'clock--nearly an hour past the usual time to send the little ones to bed. "Thust look at Meg'th fathe!" Peter said, and rounded his eyes at her. Of course every one looked instantly.
It was like a blush rose. A delicate, exquisite flush had crept over it, her eyes were soft and dewy, her lips unsteady.
"Peter dear, come to bed; now, Poppet," she said; and even in her voice there was a new note.
Nellie laid down her book and looked at her sister in surprise. She had only just discovered she was beautiful. Hitherto it had seemed to be tacitly allowed that she herself had monopolised the good looks of the family; so to discover this sudden beauty in Meg rather amazed her.
She looked to see if it had anything to do with her dress; no, she had worn it scores of times before. It was a muslin, pale blue, rather old-fashioned in make, for the body fitted plainly with the exception of a slight gathering at the neck. The skirt was very long, and ended in a crossway frill at the hem,--how graceful it made her look! In her waistband she had stuck some cornflowers vividly blue.
And her hair! Nellie devoted a surprisingly long time daily to the erection of an elaborate coiffeur on her own beautiful head; but surely Meg's had a grace of its own, from its very simplicity. It was drawn back loosely that it might wave and curl as it pleased, and then was twisted into a shining knot halfway down her head.
And that exquisite pink in her cheeks!
"Oh, Meg!" Nellie said, half guessing, half shy.
"Dear Peter--oh, Poppet, do come!" Meg entreated. The pink had deepened, her eyes had grown distressful. Both children rose and followed her without a word; they had the native delicacy that every unspoiled child possesses.
But Nellie had lost interest in her book,--what was a fictitious tale of love, when she might hear of one in real life within these very walls?
She went downstairs and into the drawing-room. "Who's in the study, Esther? I can hear voices," she said sharply.
Esther was reading, lying on the sofa, her dark, beautiful head against the yellow, frilled cushions. She turned a leaf before she replied.
"Oh, only father and Alan Courtney," she said, with a studiously matter-of-fact air.
"I _thought_ so!" Nell exclaimed, with a deep breath; then she sat down at the foot of the sofa and looked at Esther.
"Well?" Esther said, feeling the gaze before she reached the end of the next page; then she smiled.
"Is he really asking father?" Nell asked breathlessly.
"I'm not at the keyhole," Esther replied.
"And I wish I was," Nell said with fervour.
Then they looked at each other again, and again Esther smiled. "How pretty she looked to-night!" she said meditatively.
"Very, very," Nell answered eagerly; "why, I couldn't help staring at her."
"I'm very fond of Alan myself; he's a thoroughly good fellow. I think they are excellently suited," the young stepmother said.
Nellie was silent a minute. "I wish he looked older," she said; "thirty is the proper age for a man, _I_ think. And I'd rather he had a long, fair moustache; his eyes are not bad; but I wish he wouldn't rumple his hair up straight when he gets excited."
Esther smiled indulgently at Nellie's idea of a hero.
"As long as he makes her happy," she said, "I'll forgive him for being clean-shaved. Why are you looking at me like that, Nell?"
"I was thinking how very pretty you are yet, Esther," was the girl's answer, spoken thoughtfully. Esther's beauty did strike her on occasion, and to-night, with the dark, bright face and rich, crinkly hair in relief against the cushions, it was especially noticeable.
"Yet," repeated Esther, "I'm not very old, Nell, am I? Twenty-five is not very old." Her eyes looked wistfully at the very young lovely face of her second step-daughter.
"Oh no, dear--oh no, Esther," said Nell, quick to notice the wistfulness; "why, of course it is very young; only--oh, _Essie_!"
"What?" said Esther in surprise.
"How _could_ you marry father?" She crept up closer, and put her shining head down beside the dark one. "Of course I don't want to hurt your feelings, but really he is so very middle-aged and ordinary; were you really in _love_, Essie?"
But Esther was spared the embarrassing answer by the entrance of the Captain and Alan.
You all saw Alan last five years ago, when he used to go on the river boat every morning to his lectures at the university. His face is even more earnest and grave than before; life is a serious business to this young doctor, and the only relaxations he allows himself are football and Meg.
His eyes are grey, deeply set; his patients and Meg think them beautiful. His dark hair has a wave in it, and is on end, for of course he has been somewhat excited.
The Captain does not look unamiable.
Alan has only just begun to practise, certainly; but then he has three hundred a year of his own, and his prospects are spoken of as brilliant. Still, he has the air of having grudgingly conferred a favour, and he goes out to smoke his cigar and think it over.
"All well?" ask Esther's arched eyebrows. And "All is well" Alan answers with a grave, pleasant smile.
"Dear boy, I _am_ so glad," she says. There is a moisture in her dark eyes as she gives him her hand, for Meg is very dear to her.
He looks at her in silence for a minute; then he bends his tall, boyish-looking head suddenly, and kisses the hand he holds.
"I am glad too," Nellie whispers, with something like a sob in her throat; she too holds out her hand.
"Dear little Nell!" he says; and such a happy light is in the eyes that look down at her that she quite forgives his lack of good looks. "Dear little Nell!"
He does not kiss _her_ hand--it is too little and childish, he considers; but he stoops and takes a first brotherly kiss from the soft cheek nearest to him, and though she blushes a little, she is impressed with the dignity that attaches to a future brother-in-law.
Then he goes. Meg has refused to be visible again to-night to him, and Nellie flies up the staircase.
"_Dear_ Meg," she pleads at the door--it is locked, and doesn't open for a minute.
But the tone turns the key, and the sisters are in each other's arms.
Just the room you might expect Meg to have. It is fresh, simple, and daintily pretty. The floor is covered with white China matting; the bed hangings have loose pink roses on a white ground; the pillows have hem-stitched frills. There is a bookcase on one wall, in which the poets preponderate; the dressing-table is strewn with the pretty odds and ends girls delight in; there is a writing-table that looks as if it is used often; and in the window stands a deep wicker chair with rose-pink cushions double frilled.
On the walls there are some water-colours of Meg's own, pretty in colouring, but shaky as to perspective. Two lines she has illuminated herself,--
"Lord, help us this and every day
To live more nearly as we pray."
The gold letters are a little uneven, perhaps; but she wears them in her heart besides, so it does not matter. There is an engraving in an oak and gold frame--"Songs of Love"; Meg loves the exquisite face of the singer, and the back of the sweet little child. There is a long photo-frame with a balcony rail: here is Essie all dimpled with her sauciest smile; Poppet and Peter's heads close together like two little bright-eyed birds; Nell, a little self-conscious with the camera so close; Esther looking absurdly girlish; Pip in his cap and gown when they were delightfully new. Bunty always refused to put on an engaging smile and submit himself to the photographer, so he is not represented.
And over the mantelpiece, in an ivory frame, is an old, fading likeness of a little thin girl with a bright face and mischievous eyes, and rough, curly hair--Judy at ten.
It had taken all the time you have been looking at the room for the girls to kiss each other and say little half-laughing, half-crying words. Then Nellie forced Meg into the wicker chair, and knelt down herself, with her arms round her sister's waist.
"You darling," she said. "Oh, Meg, how glad I am! Dear, dear Meg, I do hope you'll be happy--impossibly happy."
It was the first connected sentence either of them had spoken.
"I couldn't be happier," was Meg's whisper.
"But always, always, dear--even when your hair is white, and there are wrinkles here and here and here." She touched the smooth cheeks and brow with tender fingers.
There was a little silence fraught with love, the two bright heads leaning together; then Meg spoke, shyly, hesitatingly:
"Alan--Nell dear--you do--like him?"
"Oh, he's well enough--oh yes, I'm very fond of Alan," said Nell. "Of course I don't consider him half good enough, though, for you."
"Oh, Nellie!" Meg looked quite distressed. "Why, it is the other way, of course. He is so clever--oh! you don't know how clever; and I am such a stupid thing."
"Very stupid," assented Nellie; but her smile differed.
"And he is always thinking of plans to do good to the lower classes. Nell, you cannot think how miserable some of them are; though they don't half realise it, they get so dulled and weary. Oh, Nellie dear, I _do_ think he is the very best man in the world." The young, sweet face was half hidden behind the deep cushion frill.
"Well, you are the very best woman," Nell said very tenderly, and meant it indeed.
Pretty giddy little butterfly, that she was just now, she often paused in her flights to wish she could grow just as sweet and good and true and unselfish as Meg without any trouble.
"The _very_ best woman," she repeated; but Meg's soft hand closed her lips and stayed there.
"If you _knew_ how I'm always failing," she said, with a deep sigh.
"But the trying is everything," Nell said.
Then there were more tender words and wishes, and Nellie went to bed, stealing on tip-toe down the passage, for time had flown on noiseless wings and the household was asleep. And Meg took down the ivory frame, and put her lips to the laughing child-face.
"Oh, Judy," she said, "I wish you knew. Dear little Judy, I _wonder_ if you know?"
*CHAPTER IX.*
*THAT MISCHIEVOUS CUPID.*
"For boys say, Love me or I die."
University examinations are not things to be postponed with polite little notes like inconvenient balls or picnics. And, given the early days of December, and a young man who steadfastly refused to acknowledge this fact, what use was it even to trouble to scan the lists?
Of course Philip was plucked.
In October he had brought down his father's wrath upon him by failing to get through in a class examination; and any one who had had experience of the Captain's would have thought that would have been quite enough to make him take a good place at the end of his second year.
But, as I said, his name was conspicuous by its absence.
"Oh, Philip!" Nell said, an accent of reproach on the first syllable; "and even that stupid Burton boy is through."
"Oh, Pip!" said Meg. "What _will_ father say?"
It was the day the lists were out at the university, and Philip had just communicated the agreeable intelligence to his sisters in the midst of his third pipe after dinner.
And the strange part was, he did not seem to care twopence--the orthodox measure of indifference.
He lolled back on the lounge, and made fantastic figures with the smoke from his pipe; he did not even seem to hear what the girls were saying.
And when he came out of his father's study, after a _mauvais quart d'heure_ of unusual elasticity, there was not a trace of repentance on his face, nothing but obstinacy in his eyes, and lips all pursed up for a careless whistle when the distance from the room should be respectable enough.
But later on in the evening Meg caught a glimpse of his face when he thought he was quite unobserved, and its restless, unhappy look gave her a curious feeling of surprise and anxiety.
She remembered all at once that she had quite forgotten of late to take an interest in this eldest brother of hers.
The "time o' day" that it was just now in her life made it excusable, perhaps. She had a latchkey to a little heaven of her own, where she might retreat whenever earth grew troublous or commonplace; sometimes she stayed there too long and grew forgetful. And though she had taken Poppet as her special charge, and formed endless resolutions as to her future treatment of poor, prodigal Bunty, she had let Pip slip away.
He was from home so much was the excuse she made to herself now--at lectures most of the day, and no one knew where in the evening; how could she be all she should to him? She had kept a sisterly eye on his clothes, darned all manner of sweet little dreams into the heels and toes of his socks, and even embroidered him a 'varsity cap so that he should not be jealous of the one she had worked for Alan.
But there she had stopped, and it struck her suddenly to-night that this big, tall fellow with the manly shoulders and boyish, unhappy face was almost as a stranger to her.
Where had all his fun, his schoolboy teasings, his high spirits and absurdities, gone to? Surely it was only yesterday he used to pull their hair and slaughter their dolls and come for three servings of pudding!
She gazed at him with great earnestness as he sat motionless at the table, looking, not at the book before him, but straight opposite at the wall where Poppet had spilt the ink; and it came to her with a strange pang of pain that Pip, dear old madcap, merry Pip, was a man.
All the young light had gone from his eyes; they were graver, sterner than the boy's eyes, and yet full of a troubled unrest. Then his mouth was firmer, and it was not only the soft, dark line of an incipient moustache that made it seem so; the careless laughter lines around it no longer showed, his very lips seemed to have grown straighter.
But even as Meg watched, all her heart in her eyes, those same lips unclosed, and a half tremulous curve of pain appeared at each corner and made them look very boyish again. He put up his hand and pushed his crisp hair away from his forehead with a weary gesture. She could look no longer.
She went up to the table and slipped an arm round his shoulder.
"Dear old fellow," she said; "oh, I am so sorry about the exam."
"The exam.!" he repeated. "Oh, you needn't bother, old girl; I don't care. What's an exam. fifty years hence?"
His lips were under his own control again.
The girl's arm went from his shoulder to his neck. "Dear Pip, I wish you'd tell me things sometimes; don't shunt me altogether because I'm only your sister. Pip, couldn't you tell me? I know you're in trouble; couldn't I help a bit? Dear old fellow, there's nothing I wouldn't do." Such an earnest, loving voice it was.
But he freed his neck, and put her away almost roughly.
"Help me!" he said bitterly; "you're the last in the world who would. Yes, I'm in trouble, perhaps; but it's a trouble you girls and Esther would do your best to increase."
Meg's eyes filled, but she would not be repulsed. "Try me," she said. "Is it gambling, Pip? Are you in need of money? Is it debts? Have you done anything you daren't tell father?" She put her arm round his shoulder again; but he stood up hastily and pushed her aside.
"It's nothing you can help, Meg. No, it's none of those things. As to telling you, I'd sooner cut my tongue out! There, I didn't mean to hurt you," for Meg's lips had trembled; "but oh, it would be impossible for you to understand. Why, you'd be the first to be against me." He went over to the door, and picked up his straw hat from the side-table on the way.
Meg followed him. "Sha'n't you ever tell me?" she said. "Not to-night, perhaps, as you don't want to, but another time Pip; indeed, you shouldn't be disappointed in me. Just promise you'll tell me another time."
"You'll know before the month's out," he said, and laughed half wildly as he closed the door behind him.
As a matter of fact, a trivial accident happened, and she knew before the next day was out.
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