Chapter XIX: Another Letter From Alfred

'Bindarra Station, N.S.W., _April 13_.

'Dearest Mother,--Your dear letter, in answer to my first, written in January, has just reached me. Though I wrote so fully last mail, I can't let a mail go without some sort of an answer. But, as a matter of fact, I am in a regular old hurry. The mail-boy is waiting impatiently in the veranda, with his horse "hung up" to one of the posts; and the store keeper is waiting in the store to drop my letter in the bag and seal it up. So I must be short. Even with lots of time, however, you know I never could write stylish, graphic letters like Gran can. So you must make double allowances for me.

'And now, dear mother, about our coming back to England; and what you propose; and what you say about my darling. To take the best first--God bless you for your loving words! I can say nothing else. Yes, I knew you were getting to love her in spite of all her waywardness; and I know--I _know_--that you would love her still. And you would love her none the less for all that has happened; you would remember what I explained in my first letter, that it was _for my sake_; you would think no longer of what she did, but why she did it.

'But, about coming back, we have, as you already know, made up our minds to live out our lives here in Australia. After all, it's a far better country--a bigger and a better Britain. There is no poverty here, or very little; you never get stuck up for coppers in the streets of the towns; or, if you do, it's generally by a newly-landed immigrant who hasn't had time to get out of bad old habits. There's more room for everybody than at home, and fairer rations of cakes and ale all round. Then there's very little ill-health, because the climate is simply perfect--which reminds me that _I_ am _quite_ well now--have put on nearly two stone since I landed! But all this about Australia's beside the mark: the real point is that it suits Gladdie and me better than any other country in the world.

'Now for some news. We have decided upon our station at last. It is the one in Victoria, in the north-eastern district---- I think I mentioned it among the "probables" in my last. It is not large as stations go; but "down in Vic" you can carry as many sheep to the acre as acres to the sheep up here in the "back-blocks." You see, it is a grass country. But the scenery is splendid: great rugged ranges covered with the typical gum-trees, of which there are none up here, and a fine creek clean through the middle of the "run." Then there are parrots and 'possums and native bears all over the place, none of which you get up here, though I fear there will be more snakes too. The only drawback is the "cockatoos." I don't mean the _bird_, dear mother, but the "cockatoo selectors." Personally, I don't think these gentry are the vermin my father-in-law makes them out to be; _he_ brackets them with the rabbits; but _I_ mean to make friends with them--if I can. The homestead is delightful: good rooms, and broad veranda round three sides. We are going to be absurdly happy there.

'We shall not take possession though till after shearing--_i.e._ in your autumn, though the agreement is signed and everything arranged. Meanwhile, we shall stay on here, and I am to get a little more Colonial experience. I need it badly, but not perhaps so badly as my father-in-law makes out. He ridiculed the idea of my turning squatter on my own account, unless Gladys was "boss." But, now that we have fixed on the Victorian station, he is a bit more encouraging. He says any fool could make _that_ country pay, referring of course to the rainfall, which just there, in the ranges, is one of the best in Australia. Still, he is right: experience _is_ everything in the Colonies.

'So I am not quite idle. All day I am riding or driving about the "run," seeing after things, and keeping my eyes open. In the evenings Gladdie and I have taken to reading together. This was her doing, not mine, mind; though I won't yield to her in my liking of it. The worst of it is, it's so difficult to know where to begin; _I_ am so painfully ignorant. Can _you_ not help us, dear mother, with some hints? Do!--and when we come home some day (just for a trip) you will find us both such reformed and enlightened members of society!

'But, long before that, _you_ must come out and see _us_. Don't shake your head. _You simply must._ England and Australia are getting nearer and nearer every year. The world's wearing small, like one of those round balls of soap, between the hands of Time--(a gem in the rough this, for Gran to polish and set!) Why, there's a Queensland squatter who for years has gone "home" for the hunting season; while, on the other hand, Australia is becoming _the_ crack place to winter in.

'Now, as you, dear mother, always _do_ winter abroad, why not here as well as anywhere else? You must! You shall! If not next winter, then the following one; and if the Judge cannot bring you, then Gran must. That reminds me: how are they both? And has Gran been writing anything specially trenchant lately? I'm afraid I don't appreciate very 'cutely--"miss half the 'touches,'" he used to tell me (though I think I have made him a present of a "touch" to-day). But you know how glad we would both be to read some of his things; so _you_ might send one sometimes, dear mother, without him knowing. For we owe him so much! And, besides what he did for me afterwards, he was always so nice and brotherly with Gladys. I know she thought so at the time, though she doesn't speak about him much now--I can't think why. _You're_ the one she thinks of most, dearest mother; you're her model and her pattern for life!

'The mail-boy has begun to remonstrate. He'll have to gallop the whole way to the "jolly" township, he says, if I am not quick. So I must break off; but I will answer your dear letter more fully next mail, or, better still, Gladdie shall write herself. Till then, good-bye, and dearest love from us both.

'Ever your affectionate son,

'Alfred.

'PS.--Gladys has read the above: so one last word on the sly.

'Oh, mother, if you only saw her at this moment! She is sitting in the veranda--I can just see her through the door. She's in one of those long deck-chairs, with a book, though she seems to have tired of reading. I can't see much of her face, but only the sweep of her cheek, and the lashes of one lid, and her little ear. But I can see she isn't reading--she's threading her way through the pines into space somewhere--perhaps back to Twickenham, who knows? And she's wearing a white dress; you would like it--it's plain. And her cheek is quite brown; you'll remember how it was the day she landed from the launch. But there! I can't describe like Gran, so it's no good trying. Only I do know this: I simply love her more and more and more, and a million times more for all that has happened. And you, and all of you, and all your friends, would fairly worship her now. You couldn't help it!'

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53 Sense and Sensibility
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71 The Ingoldsby Legends

BEACONSFIELD, LORD
183 Vivian Grey

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176 Lorna Doone

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141 Lavengro

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97 Tenant of Wildfell Hall

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7 Shirley
11 Jane Eyre
64 Villette

BRONTE, EMILY
31 Wuthering Heights

BRONTE, THE SISTERS
91 Agnes Grey, The Professor, and Poems

BROWNING, MRS E. B.
67 Poems--Series I.
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BROWNING, ROBERT
156 Poetical Works of

BUNYAN, JOHN
24 The Pilgrim's Progress

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164 Poetical Works of

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61 Heroes and Hero Worship
109 Sartor Resartus
114 French Revolution, I.
115 Do. II.
155 Past and Present

CARROLL, LEWIS
81 Alice in Wonderland

COLLINS, WILKIE
18 The Woman in White
20 No Name
130 The Moonstone

COOPER, FENIMORE
134 The Deerslayer
188 The Pathfinder

CRAIK, MRS
5 John Halifax, Gentleman
80 A Noble Life
137 A Life for a Life

DARWIN, CHARLES
69 Voyage of the Beagle
149 On the Origin of Species

DAUDET, ALPHONSE
182 Tartarin of Tarascon

DE QUINCEY, THOMAS
75 The Confessions of an Opium Eater

DE WINDT, HARRY
129 Through Savage Europe

DICKENS, CHARLES
1 David Copperfield
14 Great Expectations
29 Barnaby Rudge
33 Oliver Twist
35 A Tale of Two Cities
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38 Pickwick Papers
39 Sketches by Boz
40 Dombey and Son
41 American Notes
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43 A Child's History of England
44 Christmas Books
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47 Bleak House
48 Little Dorrit
49 Master Humphrey's Clock, etc.
50 Stories and Sketches
73 Our Mutual Friend
154 The Uncommercial Traveller

DODD, WILLIAM
169 The Beauties of Shakespeare

DUMAS, ALEXANDRE
62 The Three Musketeers
123 Twenty Years After
132 Count of Monte-Cristo (Vol. I.)
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160 The Black Tulip
165 Marguerite de Valois
173 Vicomte de Bragelonne
178 Louise de la Valliere
185 The Man in the Iron Mask
199 The Forty-five Guardsmen

ELIOT, GEORGE
3 Adam Bede
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32 Scenes of Clerical Life
68 Romola
96 Felix Holt

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99 Essays and Representative Men

FROUDE, J. A.
125 Short Studies

GASKELL, MRS
54 North and South
57 Cranford
186 Mary Barton

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94 The Vicar of Wakefield

GRANT, JAMES
122 The Romance of War

GRIMM BROS.
143 Fairy Tales

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17 The Scarlet Letter
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172 Table Talk

HOLMES, O. W.
59 The Autocrat of the Breakfast Table
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124 Elsie Venner

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8 Tom Brown's Schooldays

HUGO, VICTOR
128 The Hunchback of Notre-Dame
142 Les Miserables
162 The Toilers of the Sea
202 Ninety-Three

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107 The Sketch Book

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179 Poetical Works of

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116 Ravenshoe
140 The Recollections of Geoffry Hamlyn

KINGSLEY, CHARLES
4 Two Years Ago
6 Westward Ho!
86 Hypatia
89 Hereward the Wake
106 Alton Locke
108 The Heroes
161 Yeast

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56 The Essays of Elia

LAMB, CHAS. AND MARY
76 Tales from Shakespeare

LEVER, CHARLES
15 Charles O'Malley
148 Harry Lorrequer

LLOYD, ALBERT B.
135 Uganda to Khartoum

LONGFELLOW, H. W.
65 Poems

LOVER, SAMUEL
60 Handy Andy

LYTTON, LORD
27 The Last of the Barons
55 Last Days of Pompeii
77 Rienzi
87 Harold
126 The Caxtons
152 Eugene Aram
191 My Novel

MACAULAY, LORD
118 Historical Essays
119 Miscellaneous Essays

MARRYAT, CAPTAIN
84 Mr Midshipman Easy
195 The Children of the New Forest

MELVILLE, HERMAN
146 Typee

MELVILLE, WHYTE
85 The Gladiators
105 The Interpreter
145 The Queen's Maries
196 Cerise

MILLER, HUGH
104 My Schools and Schoolmasters

MORRIS, WILLIAM
197 The Life and Death of Jason

OLIPHANT, MRS
102 Miss Marjoribanks

PALGRAVE, F. T.
95 The Golden Treasury

PAYN, JAMES
110 Lost Sir Massingberd

POE, EDGAR ALLAN
201 Tales of Mystery and Imagination

PROCTER, ADELAIDE
72 Legends and Lyrics

READE, CHARLES
9 It is never too Late to Mend
21 Cloister and the Hearth
52 Hard Cash
136 Peg Woffington and Christie Johnstone
150 Love Me Little, Love Me Long
170 Put Yourself in His Place

RUSKIN, JOHN
70 Sesame and Lilies and The Political Economy of Art
78 Unto this Last, and The Two Paths

SCOTT, SIR WALTER
2 Kenilworth
12 The Talisman
22 Ivanhoe
58 Waverley
63 Heart of Midlothian
90 Old Mortality
101 Poetical Works
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131 Guy Mannering
139 Rob Roy
153 The Monastery
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163 The Antiquary
168 Redgauntlet
174 Fortunes of Nigel
177 Woodstock
180 The Pirate
187 Quentin Durward
194 Peveril of the Peak

SHAKESPEARE, WM.
189 Tragedies

SLADEN, DOUGLAS
146A The Japs at Home

SOUTHEY, ROBERT
111 The Life of Nelson

TENNYSON, LORD
25 Poems

THACKERAY, W. M.
23 Henry Esmond
34 Vanity Fair
66 The Newcomes
83 The Virginians
120 Adventures of Philip
121 Pendennis
144 Yellowplush Papers
151 Four Georges
158 Christmas Books
171 Lovel the Widower
181 Barry Lyndon, etc.
184 Book of Snobs
192 The Great Hoggarty Diamond
198 Paris Sketch Book

TROLLOPE, ANTHONY
79 Barchester Towers
100 Framley Parsonage
147 Orley Farm
159 The Claverings

WALTON, IZAAK
88 The Compleat Angler

WOOD, MRS HENRY
10 East Lynne
16 The Channings
26 Mrs Halliburton's Troubles
30 Danesbury House
51 Verner's Pride

YONGE, C. M.
93 The Heir of Redclyffe
166 The Dove in the Eagle's Nest

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Transcriber's note:

Archaic and variable spelling is preserved as printed, e.g. bewrayed, subtile, understanded, jodel.

Punctuation errors have been corrected.

Quotation marks and an exclamation point have been added to the entry for Chapter XIV in the Table of Contents, to match the chapter title in the main text.

On page 169, for sense the word 'no' has been added--"... she had brought only unhappiness to them all; there could be no more happiness for them or for her ..."

The following typographic errors have been corrected:

Page 82--repects amended to respects--"... and in many
respects the least well-informed of men, ..."

Page 101--likly amended to likely--"And a week ago she would
very likely have told him, ..."

Page 123--Glady's amended to Gladys's--"... that made the
latter clutch Gladys's hand so eagerly."

Page 163--felt amended to feet--"... a right and proper
eagerness to help the great man to his feet."

Page 167--abour amended to about--"I won't hear another word
about her; ..."

Page 197--you amended to your--"... for your wire from
_Liverpool Street_?"